Okay, so today seems like a day to write.

Maybe because I am lame.

So like, it rained, and naturally i got wet.

So i am all rugged up, and the fire is going, and i can smell vegetables.

And it has made me miss family.

Okay I just came to that conclusion right then, but I think it does.

Which is weird, because I am happy with my lack of family.

Okay so I am lusting after the future again, and i shouldn't be!

I want piercings, and tattoos and i want them now.

i already over my hair, i get too bored easily.

I love my friends like life.

i need something to happen to me.

because, i need it, bad.

omg i need to cry. this is silly silly silly.

i have bass tonight. :]

hopefully better than last week,

i need to write more, there is too much in my head.

but every time i go to write, someone needs me,

i need myself.

Today is as busy as a whore who is working to pay the rent and for her disabled child's medicine, in the form of posts anyway.

I am going to join a band called "Just add Ken"
That is techno or electronica.

And we do remakes of Justin Timberblake songs.

This is where my teenage years will go :D

Haha more trash talk.

Gotta love being a teenager.

And that I won't reply.

And I will see you go down.

I'm going to bed early tonight.

I love my high standards, and I do not need someone else to complete me.
I would rather complete myself thanks.

End of story.

:D

I just had the best chai latte ever.

That deserves a post.

And also, I am excited.

Bass bby.


Only stop, silly parents.

I want this shirt, to wear in the weekend, but it doesn't exist.
So I am fucked.

If you keep on trying to start shit it will blow up in your face.
I will just keep on ignoring you.

There is nothing going on, so stop bitching about me behind my back.
It makes me think even less of you.
It makes you come of as immature, something you seem to think you are not.

It is simple, just keep it civil.

Please.

You are going to have to learn to deal with people who don't like you in your career.

I bet you just hate me 'cos I am the first kid to not love you.

You don't need to make up bullshit, about me spreading rumors and say that is why you don't like me.

You don't like me, because I don't like you, simple.

Tags: okay.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Fall Out Boy.

Okay, today Natasha made me pledge to Brett Ellis, that I would stop doing things with people when I was drunk.
As in, if I do, I let down Brett, and I don't want to do that.

I guess it is good, in the sense, that I ain't shakin' mah bootie all over the town, and my goodies are still treats not vegetables.
Then it is lame, as in, I AM NOT GOING TO BE GOING OUT WITH ANYONE FOR LIKE THREE YEARS OR SOMETHING COS THIS PLACE IS LAME.
Heh I'll deal, and forget about Brett?
Or maybe just find someone,
Haha.

I don't know.
But to remind me of my solemn pledge to Brett, I shall now have a safety pin attached to an item of my clothing at all times, I would have chosen something cooler, but I couldn't find anything else.

So on this day, the 25th of January, 2007.
I Autumn Marriella Wilks Faulkner, solemnly swear, I shall not get jiggy whilst drunk, until further notice, because if I do I let down Brett, my idol in life.

HELLO KNITTING JERSEYS ON SATURDAY NIGHTS.
Hmm,
I will have fun, when intoxicated, but shall not play pattacake with the kiddies.

<3

Tags: end
Current Location: Here, where else
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: My sister

I am unstable.
To say the least.

It is starting to get to me.
The littlest of things can make my day AMAZING,
and the littlest of things can make that happiness disappear.
Like BAM.
Frustrating.

I hate it when I can see all the imperfections of people.
Like in my family unit, in my group.
I am far from perfect, so I feel guilty for seeing other peoples down falls.

The end is near.
Something has to happen, to end this.

I crave school, and the routine it brings.
It doesn't matter how I feel, I can just get swept up its silly rules.

Function without the need to feel.

I don't cope in holidays very well.

Once again the hostile screen is the only comfort.

Current Music: panic!

I like hospitals.

What stops us from being in the same class as the sluts?
I spose we don't have sex.
But is that just 'cos they have been in the game longer than us?

Yesterday, I ran out of hair spray.
I have used close to 3 bottles in 10weeks.
Apparently my hair is going to fall out.
Wigs are spiffy.

Last night we put up our christmas tree.
It sure is ugly.
But it got me excited about christmas, a first for a couple of years.
Christmas just isn't what it was when I was lil.

The presents are not that big of a deal.
This might be the last christmas for a long time when all my sisters are home.
They are getting old.

I have only brought one christmas present so far.
Fuck I suck.

Looking for a layout is hard.
I should use my barbie one I used on blogger.com
Psh this entry is ghey.
Sorry.


SO anyway.
I realised, music is life.
Cos we make it life.
Just like sluts make sex life?
Yeah?

i don't know.
I am making no sense.
I <3 the "hidden" track on MCR


"So kiss my eyes
and lay me to sleep"

KAYZ

Tags: ramble
Current Location: Under the mistletoe
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: AFI

I would just like to say.
I cannot imagine a life with The Spill Canvas.
Fav song at the moment: Tides.
Or them all
:DDDDD

Current Location: Mums school
Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: Wishing it was tsc